oh shit..i hate this day..this is the worst day i ever had..everything was so planned. i planned everything really well..every single thing..and then all this shit is gonna happen?! i can't believe it! i really thought that i could finally meet orange and lemons' band members and have them sign my album and of course take pictures with them..but no! everything was ruined just because of the bad weather..stupid rain! why do you have to come today? in this special day?! i'm fucking pissed off..i don't know what to do..could somebody just please help me to recover from this depression and sadness that i'm feeling right now..please..i just need someone to talk to..and yeah i found someone to talk to..my bestfriend..my bestfriend, who's having a problem jst like me..i mean..a bigger problem..a problem that couldn't be solve with just a blink of an eye..just imagine talking to a person who just broke up with her guy?! i mean come on! what the heck do i know about such things? i can't even afford to have my own love life! but..wla na akong mggawa pa..she's my friend..i've got no choice but to help her and make her feel better..i gave her some advice..i just hope it helped her one way or another..but aside from that..i could do nothing more..cause come to think of it..it's their problem..it's between the two of them..cause i don't really know their true feelings for each other and i definitely don't know what's best for them..well..cguro alam ko..but..ay ewan..bsta haayy..as much as i wanna help them..i can't do anything..kaya eto..instead of feeling much better..mas ndagdagan pa yng problema ko..it's really hard to have a best friend who's having a freakin' love problem..i just wish that everything's gonna be fine between the two of them..but i think my friend's gonna be better off without the guy..sorry to say..but it's true..

yup..it's me and karen with champ(vocals/guitars)of hale..me and karen were having a really good time at first..we were enjoying the music and the food until she realized that she lost her camera when we were about to approach the band members after their first set..she got really upset because of that(i mean..who wouldn't?)and she blamed her mother for losing her camera because if it wasn't for her mother(take note: her mother was nagging her about something while we were watching hale's performance) she wouldn't have lost her camera..well, she has a point there..if it wasn't for her mother's constant nagging, she wouldn't have forgotten about her camera..well..obviously..wla na kming mgawa..all we did was to try to forget about it by taking pictures with the band and having our copy of their album signed..and..well..that's the end of it..at least for a while nwala yng pgka upset niya at napasign niya yng cd..oo nga pla i realized..i badly need a fucking haircut..i haven't cut my hair for so many months already..i think it's been 4 months or so..and oh yeah..i need to get rid of the excess fats i have..coz i realized i look like a walking siopao in this picture..oh god..wish me luck..

it's melai, me and aphro..taken before we went to baywalk to see hale..i mean champ..haha..i find this picture really funny because of how melai look like in this picture..ngpapaka emo..she looks as if she's having a really big problem..haha..well..anyway..it was a normal wednesday night for us dormB people(well,not totally dormB but 3 of them..namely jopo,melai nd aphro..wla pa c jopo nung knuha yng pic..mgoovernight cla sa house)as i was saying we were out to see hale..but even before the show started..jopo and melai decided to call winstone(of the choco band)to come to our table and have a really short conversation..well..at first it turned out to be fine except for some of his barok words/phrases..before he left our table..he told us that he would come back after a while..and so we waited..we did..until about 2am..but while we were waiting, we took some pictures with hale's band members..and we even got a chance to chat with some of them..it was fun..really..but then..everything was finished..the 2 bands were packing up and still..winstone did not come back to our table to chat with us again..and because of that..aphro got upset..and that was also the reason why she started to hate winstone so much that she called him "DUMB"..oh well..what could me and my other friends do? we just ended up laughing our ass off..aphro flooded him(winstone) with insults..that it really made me laugh..we ended up talking about it and our experience with hale all night..i mean..all day because it was already 2:30am when we got home..and because of that..we slept at about 7am already..the sun was already shining..my dog was already barking..and still..we were laughing at the whole thing..haayy..it's actually okei..cause i really had fun..oh by the way..we woke up at around 2pm already..and it's definitely time for us to have lunch..oh well..and it's a start of a new day for us again..i just hope it's gonna be a great day..