haayyy..something's bothering me these past few days..and i don't know what it is..di ko na tlga alam..true..i'm quite contented with my life now..i've got everything that i ever needed and wanted..i've got my friends whom i know would always be there for me no matter what happens..i've got my family(well..except for my dad of course..he's not around)who supports me in everything that i do and guides me through my life..and most of all i've got all the things that i need for my everyday life(in fact, more than i needed)like clothes(got a bunch of them), food(I eat at least 3x a day), shelter, education, and of course the other luxuries in life..oo nga..i’ve got it all..but still, I feel like something’s still missing..i feel so incomplete..but what’s missing? Is it a who or a what? I just don’t know..i feel so lonely and alone these past few days..these thoughts in my head..i can’t get rid of them..however hard I try to keep myself whole, I still end up falling apart and breaking into pieces..kahit anong gwin ko, ganun pa rin..haayy ewan..i just really need someone to at least make me smile..one who could make me feel complete..that’s all I need for now..honestly, I couldn’t think of anything to say right now..i feel so empty..i feel so lost..how I wish that I could get rid of this feeling..now..as in right now..i just wanna be happy..that’s all..i can’t believe it’s this hard to make yourself feel happy..oh well..i could do no more..would someone just please help me..i desperately need someone’s help..but who could help me with this problem? my parents?(I don’t think so..bad idea..)my friends? (Oh come on.. they’re busy with their own lives..they’ve got their own probelms) well..here I am standing alone in this dark, empty room..i know..nobody could understand me..i myself couldn’t understand what I’m really feeling..i just hope this would end soon..i just hope I could get over this..