another frustration i say..this morning when i woke up..i checked my mail and i saw that i have a new friendster message from mcoy..as in mcoy of orange and lemons..i was fuckin' excited that i opened it immediately..i mean who's not gonna be excited when you see that a vocalist from a well known/popular band has sent you a message?! so anyway..i clicked the "view message" so that i could check out what he has sent me..and so i waited..my hands were shaking, my palms were sweating..i can't believe that a vocalist has sent me(an ordinary folk) a message! and when the page was opened, i clicked at the message..but unfortunately..the stupid friendster was having another problem..i can't view the message..i was so pissed off cause all the while i was so excited to see the message until all of a sudden..i couldn't open it!! fuck! i hate this life! why does all this shit need to happen?! what the heck is wrong with this life?! kahapon pa to eh! yesterday, i was supposed to meet up with the band(orange and lemons) but as i said, it was cancelled because of the bad weather..just because of the stupid rain..everything was ruined..haayy nko..i just really hope that i could open the freakin' message tonight or tomorrow morning..but for now..all i could do is wait..that's the thing i always do..wait until my eyes turn all white..oh please..i just need some luck..for the past few days i've been so unlucky..i don't know what's wrong..is this karma? but why? i haven't done anything wrong..i've tried my best to be as kind as i could be to people..so i don't think it's karma..it's just bad luck..oh well..what could i do..as i said..i'll just wait..like i always do..